Counting Sheep ft. Winston Stewart Lyrics

If I'm being honest I'm exhausted

I don't feel like I ever sleep

Even when my eyes are wide open

All I ever want to do is dream

If I'm being honest I'm exhausted

I don't feel like I ever sleep

Even when my eyes are wide open

All I ever want to do is dream

I'm stuck in the past, cuz I am not of the present

Shit is moving fast, what the fuck is the objective?

It feels like every moment, every second that I take's

Fucking useless, in a loop, it's a fucking waste

Where the fuck am I to go? Who the fuck am I to hold

Accountable for all of this pain?

What the fuck am I to know, when the fuck I will go

And start this cycle all over again?

If I'm being honest I'm exhausted

I don't feel like I ever sleep

Even when my eyes are wide open

All I ever want to do is dream

I've been up for some time now

Counting all of these sheep

But, there's a Wolf in the stable

Almost certainly he is me

He's Me

He's Me

I want back up on the wagon, but I keep on falling off

How the fuck do I get better, when I keep on acting up?

I'm doing what I can to be a good man, but it's hard on me all the time

I run away from being victimized, but being the victim is my only crime

I used to view the world in rose tinted glasses

But due to what you did me my psyche had fractured

You just need a little better practice

The doctors say stay away from blue lights anytime after nine

No coffee to consume any moment after noon

Can't stay in your bed, the sheets will fuck your sleep more for the demons needs

It's, you, who is the problem

It's, you, who's needs to get fixed

It's, you, who is in your way

It's, you, who's causing the pain

If I'm being honest I'm exhausted

I don't feel like I ever sleep

Even when my eyes are wide open

All I ever want to do is dream

I've been up for some time now

Counting all of these sheep

But, there's a Wolf in the stable

Almost certainly he is me

Almost certain he is me

He's Me

The Wolf going for the sheep

The man who doesn't sleep

Almost certain he is me

Almost certain he is me

He's Me

The Wolf going for the sheep

The man who doesn't sleep

Almost certain he is me

I keep having the same reoccurring dream

I'm stuck in the box, but the box is really me

I'm trapped inside of a room, the rooms inside of my mind

The fuck am I to do? I'm running out of time

It feels the wires inside of my brain are crossed and confused

For real I'm tired, the start of the day I'm lost in a loop

Nothing is different, but nothing's the same

I'm running away from all of this pain

Hippocampus is broken, my amygdala's loose

Y'a boy's damaged and hopeless, yet he lives for truth

Truth of the matter, it's me versus myself

He's the wolf, and the sheep, he's both heaven and hell

Best to believe

Repairing the damage begins with myself

First begins with his sleep

Hard to achieve

I'm restlessly counting all of these sheep

I keep loosing my pace

What is my count?

Where am I going, and how am I running?

I just wanna sleep, and finally dream

Where am I going, and how am I running?

I just wanna sleep, and finally dream

Peace from the things

From the dead of the night

Free from my pain

Wanna live in the light

Peace from the things

From the dead of the night

Free from my pain

Wanna live in the light