VHS ft. October Lake Lyrics

These things that made me

They'll never change me

Forever waiting

It's mine for the taking

Slow motion sensing

Still frozen, hidden

Still I'm floating senseless

I'm at a loss for words

I'm so caught up in hurt

I hardly know my worth

I'm so damn lost it hurts

Sleeping with one eye open

Hardly breathing, I'm coasting

Hardly breathing, I'm floating

Insomnia creeping to no end

If I built upon the things I did

Would I still be here or would I be dead, woah

I know I'm so far gone

I waited so damn long

I know its all my fault

Forever chases, can't seem to run away

I know its dangerous, can't seem to run away

Never gonna wake me up

Never gonna wake me up

Always on the run

Always on the run

Never gonna get this love

Never gonna get this love

Never gonna see the sun

Never gonna see the sun

Never gonna be enough

I never have the words

I never have the words

I'm never gonna be a conqueror

I'm never gonna be a conqueror

I'm never gonna see my worth

I'm never gonna see my worth

It never seems to work

It never seems to work

Always feeling like the rest

Always feeling like the dead

Always feeling like the dead

You're not made for this

Cut that poetic shit

I'll tell myself what's next

I'll tell myself what's next

And act like you know what's best

Keep it to myself

And leave it in the past

Try and let the fire turn red

I'm not this, but at the same time

I'm so much more

But I'm so much more

So much more

Uh, yea

Run it two times

Caught me on the rise

Under the moon light

Under the moon light

On to new heights

Got me out my mind

Still wonder who am I

Oh, VHS

Oh, VHS

Oh, VHS

Oh, VHS

Oh, VHS

Oh, VHS

Oh, VHS

Oh, VHS

Can't look in the mirror I look through VHS

Can't look in the mirror I look through VHS

Been a long time running

Looking through this VHS

Tryna convince me I'm something

Spent a long time running

This feeling of distress

Closing in but I'm hunting

These shitty ass memories playing, yea, woah

No one home, growing impatient, yea, woah

I can't stop staring at myself

I don't know what to say

I see it in my eyes, that cry for help

I'm so dismayed

Envisioning a life for myself

I'm coasting endlessly

Pick myself up, and fly from this hell

Like I know what's best for me