Ceiling Light Lyrics

I wake up in the morning

And I just can't seem

To get out of my bed

My bed

I go along with my day

But these emotions

Fill me with dread

Dread

And I try so hard

But I fall apart

And I find myself

Here again

My mind gets so dark

I know once it starts

That it won't ever end

And I spend my days wasting time

Staring at the ceiling light

Wondering why why why

Why do I feel this way

And I don't even wanna try

And I don't even feel alive

All I know is that I'm trying

Tryna find my way

I go along with my week

But I can't seem to

Let go of these things

Insignificant things

Lord won't you help me

Cause I swear that

I tried everything

It's not helping me

And I try so hard

But I fall apart

And I find myself

Here again

My mind gets so dark

I know once it starts

That it won't ever end

And I spend my days wasting time

Staring at the ceiling light

Wondering why why why

Why do I feel this way

And I don't even wanna try

And I don't even feel alive

All I know is that I'm trying

Tryna find my way

And I spend my days wasting time