Reflection Lyrics

If I tell you bout' my pain is you gon' listen

Swear I'm tired of talking to myself

If you there for me be there

It's like Vietnam in my head bombs going off

They like don't keep it all bottled in but that's what work for me

How I keep a straight face been losing people close to me

You had told me run it up a grave not where you pose to be

All I seen got me on edge so watch how you approaching me

Knowing I play ball but game of life been coaching me

So much shit done happened I regret

But ain't no do overs in life you can't get them seconds back

All them times I cherish that

I thought shit was bad then

But shit I'll rather struggle then have to bury my friends

How it go only depends on how you look at shit

You can dwell on all your losses or try and rebuild the shit

I don't talk bout' all my pain I rather not feel the shit

Why I'm stuffing all these papers help me with not feeling shit

I don't do this shit too often but let me try this shit for one time

Listen for my messages don't listen for a punchline

And if they get to dissing pull up beating just like Drumline

Momma know I don't like to do it she be like Tay talk to me sometime

If I tell you bout' my pain is you gon' listen

Swear I'm tired of talking to myself

If you there for me be there

It's like Vietnam in my head bombs going off

They like don't keep it all bottled in but that's what work for me

How I keep a straight face been losing people close to me

You had told me run it up a grave not where you pose to be

All I seen got me on edge so watch how you approaching me

Knowing I play ball but game of life been coaching me

Come down to my feelings I ain't the best with the Conversating

Sister be like Tay boy you a star I see your constellations

Can't get a quick fix for this shit swear I'm tired of constant waiting

Should I let that hurt go that I'm holding I been contemplating

That pressure came and made a diamond

If I fall back in that hole is anybody gonna' find me

Better live your life to the fullest you gon' see ain't no rewinding

Swear I been trying to keep my head up and stop from crying

Swear I ain't lying

Shit a everyday battle

Tryna' clear my head

I rather fight and be living

Then give up and be dead

If them boys sense any dissing

Then they gon' paint the block red

I be praying for forgiveness

For everything that I did

If I tell you bout' my pain is you gon' listen

Swear I'm tired of talking to myself

If you there for me be there

It's like Vietnam in my head bombs going off

They like don't keep it all bottled in but that's what work for me

How I keep a straight face been losing people close to me

You had told me run it up a grave not where you pose to be

All I seen got me on edge so watch how you approaching me

Knowing I play ball but game of life been coaching me