so numb Lyrics

I haven't done one of these in a minute

Probably check the mic and make sure that I

Still know how to work it yeah

Cause I've been in my head

Yeah I've been in it

Haven't felt a thing unless you count

Feeling fucking indifferent nah

Cause I'm just seeing grey til the blues hits

Maybe seeing red when I'm stupid

Maybe I'll just drink til my fingers go numb

Til my fingers go numb

Til my fingers go numb yeah

Either way

I'm underground

There ain't much point in trying to dig me out

Either way

I'm sober now

I just wanna know if I'm someone I care about

Cause I'm so numb

Yeah I'm so numb

Cause I'm so numb

Yeah I'm so numb

I haven't done one of these in a minute

Cut the mic I swear to god that

I don't want to fucking hear it nah

I stay steady oversharing

Figured out nobody's listening

Might as well just be transparent, right?

Most days I don't even feel the blues hit

But every day I figure out I'm useless

I always pass out before my toes go numb

Before my toes go numb

Either way

I'm sober now

I just want to know that I'm someone I care about

Cause I'm so numb

Yeah I'm so numb

Cause I'm so numb

Yeah I'm so numb

Every day I'm hoping that I'm changing

It's always all grey and I don't feel a thing

Cause I'm so numb

Yeah I'm so numb

Either way

I'm underground

There ain't much point in trying to dig me out

Either way

I'm sober now

I just wanna know that I'm someone I care about

Cause I'm so numb

Yeah I'm so numb

Cause I'm so numb

Yeah I'm so numb

Every day I'm hoping that I'm changing

It's always all grey and I don't feel a thing

Cause I'm so numb

Yeah I'm so numb

Yeah I'm so numb