Tidal Wave ft. Umbrafly Lyrics

Brewed up myself a storm

Swirling on self-doubt

Mmmm

Compliments, they hit the floor

Self-esteem's on out the door

I'm still sitting here

Trying to figure everything out

Like, why am I doubting all the dreams I chase

I should be proud of all the things I make

And why can't I stand the look on my face

I should be proud of how far I came

I survived myself and

Didn't check on out

I push those demons deep

They always find another route

To my head, to my thoughts

It's all I think about

Thinking about my mistakes

Until I'm always in pain

My fucking stomach's in Knots

I don't know how to make this all go away

My self-hate forms a tidal wave

Oh

Lost in a storm that I had made

And I hope somebody pulls me out

It's been so many moons now

Down under this dark cloud

Oh

I stitch up shredded lace

Trying to weave some grace

Out of this torment that's taken up

And dripping on down

I wear a mask, a hollow smile's place

In truth, I only wanna hide my face

Oh, God, rid me of this bitter taste

Don't wanna crumble under my own case

My own case

I make my monsters sleep

My monsters sleep

They come alive with every shout

Taken bite after bite

I can't escape the sound

My self-hate forms a tidal wave

Oh

Lost in a storm that I had made

And I hope somebody pulls me out

I won't drown

Not right now

Oh

Lost in a storm that I had made

Oh

My self-hate forms a tidal wave

Oh

Lost in a storm that I had made

And I hope somebody pulls me out