Broken Heartache Lyrics

Maybe I'm a broken heartache

Maybe I'm a fucked up mistake

Cause my friends all come around and they listen to me now

But I still feel alone

Maybe it's the hole you left when you split

You were so close but you slipped out of my fingertips

You ruined that little girl inside your home and

Now everything she does makes her feel alone

Maybe you're the reason she falls for bad men

They never like her back cause who loves desperation

The people who love her she pushes away

Cause no one's ever good enough to numb the pain

I'm a broken heartache

Maybe I'm a fucked up mistake

Cause my friends all come around and they listen to me now

But I still feel alone

I'm a home for hurt boys

I let them treat me like their toy

Cause at least I'm wanted then and I'm more than a friend

And I feel less alone

Maybe it's the man you sold me to for your drugs

And I'll tell you right now he wanted more than hugs

I was disposable to you in every way

So what the fuck does it matter what they do to me

Maybe you're the reason the darkness creeps in

Yelling at me to cut through my own skin

Deep enough to feel it but not enough to kill

Cause then you would win and I'm not dying on that hill

Say you love me before you go

That smile you put on, ha what a show

The woman I am now you'll never know

Cause I'm strong enough to save me even though

You told me I'm a broken heartache I'm a fucking mistake

So my friends all come around and they listen to me now

But I still feel alone

I'm a home for hurt boys

You said let them treat me like their toy

Cause at least I'm wanted then and I'm more than a friend

And I'll feel less alone

But I healed my heartache

And maybe you're the mistake

Because no matter what you did

When I was just a kid

I'd still love you if you came home