Chicago IL Lyrics

Childhood drawings immortalized

on a fridge

No existential fear of dying or fear

If I live, what if I live

Cleaning paintbrushes under a freezing cold sink

No reservations thinking about the things I think about

I think about

Feeling wise beyond my years

Knowing nothing but jaded as if I did

Losing patience and hating everything

I wasn't like this way when I was a kid

Making snowmen in a windy, snowy Chicago park

Playing zombie tag until the world grows cold and stark

Waiting on Santa Claus to bring me a lego set

Shaking presents to certify it's what I get

It's what I get

I'm an apple in the garden that was plucked too soon

Making out with Madeline in my bedroom

So much growing that I'll never ever do

I never had to leave two inches between the door

I guess that's what I deserve for falling for a whore

Open windows letting all the flies all around

Coming between the parking lot, between my eyes

My eyes

Feeling wise beyond my years

Knowing nothing but jaded as if I did

Losing patience and hating everything

I wasn't like this way when I was a kid

I wasn't like this way when I was a kid