And The Award Goes To... Lyrics

First off I gotta thank myself,

Cause I was there for me when I had no one else

This may sound selfish cause usually I'm selfless

But this is my moment, and damn I can't help it

I really chased a dream and made it reality

Shit props to me for getting me up out of poverty

Made a difference in lives I done hit the lottery,

So now I fight like my fans are apart of me,

But damn,

Here I am,

Who would ever think I'd be the man?

The quiet one in the back,

The high pitched fat fag,

Dreamed of all the riches, but dressed in rags

Shout out to my mama cause she did the best she Can,

Sorry that my journey didn't fit with your plan

But the one thing I tried to hide,

Turned out to be what brought me pride

And the award goes to me …

Cause I was the only mudda fucka that ever Believed

That I would be doin what I'm doin and what I've chieved

Give me my flowers give me my things

Ah damn

And the award goes to me …

Cause I was the only mudda fucka that ever believed

I'd be doin what I'm doin look what I've achieved

Give me my flowers give me my things

Okay, I know y'all thinkin that I'm crazy..

But I ain't face a challenge until I had to face me

Lazy,

Depressed, i had to embrace me,

Runnin from what? I had to go chase me

Deep in the sunken place, I had to discover my worth

Now that I got it I want to share with the world

Be the role model I didn't have as a git

Shoutout to the fact I didn't quit

This trophy makes up for what I've missed,

Not holding my sister as she went through chemo

Being there for my mom when she was sick

Seeing my brother go to the army

Or make it to one of my brothers games,

Although Marv doesn't blame me

I still feel a huge guilt,

So maybe

Me

Holding this and standing before you

Can show you,

I won but doesn't mean it didn't come without struggle,

Or doesn't mean I didn't get in trouble

Or I didn't step out of line of being humble,

I'm not perfect let's make that clear,

I just,

Pushed through adversity and faced all my fears

Pulled out a pen and let the paper soak all my tears

So that's why first I gotta thank myself,

Cause I was there for me when I had no one else

Yea this may sound selfish, cause usually I'm selfless

But this is my moment and damn I can't help it

And the award goes to me …

Cause I was the only mudda fucka that ever believed

That I would be doin what I'm doin and what I've achieved

Give me my flowers give me my things

Ah damn

And the award goes to me …

Cause I was the only mudda fucka that ever believed

I'd be doin what I'm doin look what I've achieved

Give me my flowers give me my things