Surface Love Lyrics

Said that you love me, yeah right

Ion really think that's true

But shit ima player so

I turned around and I said that I love you too

My mama would tell me when I was a kid

Like girl, you don't even know what love is

But look at me now

Twenty years old and I still ain't got no clue

My life just feel like a circus

Lately I feel so worthless

Maybe the reason I still ain't found love is cause I ain't found purpose

Whatever we had or whatever that was

Man that shit was just surface

Cause ain't no reason why two years went by and I still felt nervous

And not in a good way, nah

To the point where I felt like
I couldn't even be myself, be myself

To the point where I'm screaming out free myself

To the point where I'm looking in the mirror

And I still feel fear cause I still can't see myself

Without you my life been fantastic

I knew that we wouldn't have lasted

I realized it had to get tragic

In order for me to get past it cause

I just ignored all the signs

I just kept thinking that we would be fine

I just kept thinking that maybe this time

It would be different when you say you mine

But that was in our adolescence

It's okay, now I ain't stressing

I just had to learn my lesson

Now I'm ready for my blessin look