MY DEMISE Lyrics

I am trying really hard to believe in myself

I am trying really hard to believe I can

But you don't make it easy when you whisper words of despair

No, you don't make it easy when you're fucking everywhere

I will try to block you out

You will always hear me

Cause I don't have the strength to cover your mouth

I know you are always listening

I guess I'll have to keep trying, hmm

Sometimes I wonder if I could fly

I wonder how a bird feels when it's flying through the sky

I try to make new habits

To be really nice and kind

To tell myself I'm beautiful every lonely night

I will close my eyes

You will always see me

So I don't have to see you through the night

I know you are always listening

I can always wear sunglasses to protect my eyes

But I can never forget my demise

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh

Ah, ah, ah

Ah, ah, ah

Ah, ah, ah

Oh, oh, oh

I've been trying really hard to believe in myself

I've been trying really hard to believe I can