Not Alone Lyrics

How could you ever feel alone, if I'm right here

Me not being enough for you is my biggest fear

Self-doubt, kills relationships, and careers

I know the distance between us, it feel light years

You know I'm a cold nigga, so pour the ice here

See, I been sipping every night that you not here

And even though this shit hurt, I can't drop one tear

I'm not supposed to be drinking, but I had one beer

Fuck it, I'm lying, tell the truth, I just finished a bottle

Just had a couple models, it was all a bravado

Plus I'm smashing to the top, got my foot on the throttle

All this cash in my pocket, feel like I hit the lotto

I just copped a new chain, fell in love with the pageantry

I know it's kinda toxic, but I love when you mad at me

Always heard that we got choices, so I look where the ladder be

I had a lot of freedom, but with you where I'd rather be

You know I be fucking up, I can't make you a casualty

I break my heart to pieces just to get you to last to me

You see I paint a pretty picture, change my reality

I won't play with your emotions, I can lead to a tragedy

Love breeds pain, so I guess I'm a masochist

That mean I love pain, but you smart so you get the gist

It's me giving you my heart, let me know if it's worth the risk

I struggle when it rains, it always brings up emotions I miss

I know you ain't the type to whine, though you love Moscato

And though you don't like taking pictures, you my favorite model

I'm trying to get you back, I'm trying everything I know

You say you got some questions for me, baby let me know

Do a nigga stay faithful in a room full of hoes

Everybody got a camera, shouldn't leave you exposed

Girl I'm trying to do what's right by you

I'm trying to see what's up, so I had to put the light by you

Like what's up