deadweight! Lyrics

Here

Right here inside my room

Right here in solitude

Cutting before I met you

Blood hits the floor for you

You laugh when faced and hate with haste

My energy gets used and ate

My hatred grows with your distaste

So let me step back in my place

I'm out of patience

I think about suicide

I'm asking things like "who am I?"

Always asking "where's the signs of Christ?"

But I'm met with silent cries from my mind

Here

Right here inside my room

Right here in solitude

Cutting before I met you

Blood hits the floor for you

Here

Right here inside my room

Right here in solitude

Cutting before I met you

Blood hits the floor for you

It gets so lonely when you're down

I know it's funny to say, when you've been wearing that frown

And I've been doing okay

Looks like I'm making it out

But I've been faking a face

I'm so enveloped in doubt

You wear that crown up on your throne

You act so high, yet stoop so low

Another reason to hate

Another bridge to be blown

The blood is staining my wrists

A trophy you've made your own

I often just sat and cried

I like to distance myself from I

I hate the looks I give myself

Now you sit there looking unsatisfied

Here

Right here inside my room

Right here in solitude

Cutting before I met you

Blood hits the floor for you

Here

Right here inside my room

Right here in solitude

Cutting before I met you

Blood hits the floor for you