KARINAS MEMORIES ft. HEAVNSNT Lyrics

I got some memories, they stuck with me and they never seem to fade

I know some people wanna see me fail, but I can't go that way

Stuck in depressions, bitches obsessin

Cryin' over bitches who give me erections

What is this love, give me the directions

The way that I feel about you is like heaven

I got some memories, they gon' be stuck with me

I can tell they the reason that I'm down

Not gon' replace your position

I know that these bitches don't tend to fuckin' stay around

Bitches they come and go like clouds in the sky

When I feel down, I need me a high

Look in my past and open your eyes

What I've been through is not built for them lies

Just really been dreamin', all about dreams

Wanting the world, I want everything

Say that it's love, but what do you mean

She had me, she need me, but she for the team

Can't trust everybody, cause they really green

Got my circle, they show me the purpose

They showin' me loyalty, honor, and courage, it's true

I done grew from these niggas who told me they better

And when I look down, man, I'm shittin' on you

All of this money and all of this paper

She say that she need me, but I need a favor

Get it back in return, man, you live and you learn

I be slayin' these demons, they life's gotta burn

Pack you up in the urn, I ain't really concerned

Got your bitch in my crib and the gang need to turn

Really focused on money, I need me a bonus

Drink off of my memories, let me refocus

Changin' the pace on these niggas who think that they bout it

But we know they not bein' true

How you hate on a nigga who just gettin' bigger and better

Is it cause I'm outdoin' you

Don't tell me no lies, man, I need me the truth

You was part of the gang, now you dissin' the crew

Say your life is like hell, tell me what you been through

Did you lose your best friend and your father die too,

Really in the same month, same time

Tellin' people you fine, wishin' they could come back

God should've took mine, really losin' my mind

Got a lot of memories, wishin' I could rewind

Sippin' on this remedy

Still got the pain and I'm still goin' through

I ain't even gotta lie, got the scars for the proof

See, I still got the time of the day, can't visit that place

See, the man in the mirror got a demon for a face

Tryna hide my thoughts, gotta bite my tongue

Every cloud that I blow, I'm just killin' my lungs

Lookin' back at the past, man, I miss bein' young

Head over heels for a bitch, I felt drunk

When she broke my heart, man, I really felt dumb

In the back of my head, I thought Shorty was the one

In the back of my head, man, I was truly wrong

Made a song about Shorty, wishin' she would come home

Then I lost my dad, tryin' to fly to her zone

All these demons and I'm findin' it, wish they'd leave me alone

Leave me alone

Leave me alone

I got memories, they stuck with me and they never seen the fade

I know some people want me to fail, but I can't go that way

Stuck in depression, bitches obsessin

Crown over bitches who give me erections

What is this love, give me the directions

Uh, directions