i'm getting this off my chest Lyrics

It's been troubling, sporadic it could seem,

I can't tell you, I've been wandering

Stubborn in your eyes, sickness in disguise, I don't know myself or how to make my peace

And I know you're confused, respect what I don't choose, I have nothing to lose

In all apologies, I'm trying, everything I thought was simple takes everything

Even if I never love myself, I hope that it would help to let you know, it's not your fault and don't you make it that way

It's one of a million things, it takes all my everything and it's just grown

One of a million things, takes my everything, feel like a little girl

I wanna be wasted, and bask in my apathy, a special kind of weakness that I'm not proud of

Pride inside of me, happens in my dreams, but dreams never become reality

And I know you're confused, respect what I don't choose, I have nothing to lose

In all apologies, I'm trying, everything I thought was simple takes everything

Even if I never love myself, I hope that it would help to let you know, it's not your fault and don't you make it that way

It's one of a million things, it takes all my everything and it's just grown

One of a million things, takes my everything, feel like a little girl