ONE LAST TIME Lyrics

The meaning of this song 

It's not what you expecting 

It is  music when I'm gone 

This my  most important session 

In my young profession 

I Got a bold confession 

No longer really young  I acknowledge life precious 

10 years working 

Know the pain still worth it 

Aside from the days where releases don't flourish 

It's hard not worry 

When the numbers not worthy

Of people celebrating nonstop on your journey 

At one point 

Thinking someone cursed me 

Lurking in the shadows will they go desert me

Feeling like it's my fault 

Am I getting blackballed

Or am I not that Guy at all

Could you tell me you what you need 

For me to finally call complete 

Cause all I knew was music and parties

Had no rest did not seem real Godly 

Lived in sin 

God wiped em we all  clean 

One last time 

Practicing my prayers for the day I meet the father 

I'm Pushing through the pain know my time up 

 gotta stay strong while on earth for my daughter 

And also for my wife can't believe I am a father 

 Everything I wanted in this life my provider 

Would Never let me thirst when I conceded as the driver 

Something I decided result in  perfect timing 

The lord knows best there ain't no doubt about it cause

I don't know when my last time will be 

But I know it's coming soon 

And I feel some type of ease 

Could you tell me you what you need 

For me to finally call complete 

Cause all I knew was music and parties

Had no rest did not seem real Godly 

Lived in sin 

God wiped em we all  clean 

One last time