Home ft. OldSouly Lyrics

Never had a house, that's why I don't feel at home

Got blood across the globe, I might never get to know

Oh, never get to know, no

Forced to enjoy contradictions in my life

Used to make a noise, but what the fuck is making time

Only know to cash it in for food to survive

Shit I would've loved a nine to five

Instead, think along the lines of ten am to ten at night

Spending months on end with my grandma casting prayers over my life

Cause she knew the road I was destined for

Chances low to make it anywhere past 24

Born in the city where they put heat to your head if you seem cold

Caught a glimmer of gold before I ever felt hope

Tried to raise my brother and that's the shit that kept me home

I was raising my mother and that's the shit that made me grown

Believe me, I've been in and out the gutter

Birds was spraying shells, we ain't have no cover

Even in 08, we still knew, ain't shit change

Cause to this day, we know family stuck in a cage

That's why I wake, say my thanks and wash my face

I got cards with no leverage, but they ain't even allowed at the table

How can I not take advantage of my angle

Shit's been rough for me, but that's a whole nother danger

Same reason I can't sleep, cause I gotta earn some paper

To jot lingers in the midst of my vapors

Used to have a grip on life, but now I just ain't sure

Never had a house, that's why I don't feel at home

Got blood across the globe, I might never get to know

Oh, never get to know, no

Swear I just gotta make it out

Cause in this world, if there ain't no money, ain't no how

Keep your head straight, hand raised and safe face

Use pain to work harder day by day

Things my mama used to say are the reason

I'm on my way to world stages

More I keep aging, the less I wanna be famous

But oh well

This better than the grave or cell

Letters and phrases, doing numbers on myself

Symbols on every page, it ain't hard to tell

Give it my everything till my everything fails, bitch

Never had a house, that's why I don't feel at home

Got blood across the globe, I might never get to know

Oh, never get to know, no

Swear I just gotta make it out

Cause in this world, if there ain't no money, ain't no how