Sleep? Lyrics

I don't sleep anymore

Most nights i sit and think

Of the hole i've dug for myself

The hole i dig deeper

Every single day

With every life i take

I dig that hole deeper

To forget how i got here in the first place

I feel sick.

I don't sleep.

I've killed all my thoughts

I've killed all my problems

I've killed my self conscious and nailed it to the wall

When i feel good times sour

I'll kill to preserve a thought

But sometimes i question if something's really wrong with me

I feel sick.

I don't sleep.

Can't tell if my life's together

I try to take it everyday.

The fucks and psychos only wanna see my dismay

But bullets don't seem as deadly

When i'm immune to consequence

Yet still i keep attempting

Cause in the end i decide my fall.

I feel sick.

I don't sleep.

I'm tired of playing God.

But if not me, who else?

Does your heaven seem as lovely

When I'm the one in charge?

I've been to Hell and back

And i can guarantee

That life you hold so dearly

Is better off with me.

I feel sick.

I don't sleep.

My God, I'm not an idol.

Not someone to look up to.

I'm the villain of this story.

And i'm starting to see

That there might

Really

Be

Something wrong with me.