Push You Away Lyrics

I'm sorry that I've been a bitch

You know I don't mean it

I don't really mean to ditch

But I'm not used to these feelings

Get attached then I let it go

It hurts less when I'm all alone

I know that you felt the switch

I don't have a reason

I don't ever really flinch

Cause I'm used to people leaving

And I swear that this never works

Say I dont care so it doesn't hurt

Cause I miss you

And I don't like how it feels

All the tissues

Not enough to wipe the tears

And I'm sorry

That I haven't been sincere

But it hurts too much

I can't deal

So I push you away

I won't get too close

Push you away

So you can't let go

I know that I'm just afraid

You'll end up walking away

Push you away

I won't get too close

Push you away

So you can't let go

I know that I'm acting strange

I'm just scared that things will change

I'm sorry that I haven't been myself

Always say I don't need anybody else

And I'm storing all my feelings on the shelf

Cause I don't like to dwell

And the harder that I'm trying to conceal it

Hoping that maybe one day that I'll believe it

In reality I just end up defeated

It's got me overwhelmed

Cause I miss you

And I wish that you were here

All the issues

When I'm with you disappear

And I'm sorry

That I haven't been sincere

But it hurts too much

I can't deal

So I push you away

I won't get too close

Push you away

So you can't let go

I know that I'm just afraid

You'll end up walking away

Push you away

I won't get too close

Push you away

So you can't let go

I know that I'm acting strange

I'm just scared that things will change