Survivor Guilt Lyrics

Don't let your body move

Chris, you idiot! Look at what you did

Even if you don't love yourself

Don't let your body move

Girl, how you say you love me? You don't love yourself

Don't wanna put a blame on you, but can't blame no one else

I really try to work things out, but you don't need my help

And now we spending all this time talking to someone else

I know you fed up cause you blocked me on your Instagram

But I still see you in my stories every now and then

I see you creeping but my brother say you got a man

And one your friends just hit me up, I guess she been a fan

I woke up one night jumping out my sleep, was thinking about you

I saw you laid up with somebody in that shit, I bought you

I couldn't say it then, back then can't trust you' round nobody say he been a friend

Back then can't trust you' round nobody, that's just what it is

Used to close my eyes and see your face, I guess I miss appearance

This way too real, girl, I was drowning in the deep end

Caught me hiding screens and taking shots, you playing defense

Tryna play it tough, but deep inside I'm in my feelings

He playing games and threaten me like I don't walk around with a made man

Like how that made my brother feel, she steady mentioning my name

I guess he mad that I been on her mind

Got stuck inside that cycle, happens all the time

Got mixed emotions, girl, cause you been on my mind

When I look into your eyes, girl, I get lost sometimes

I can't see you with nobody else since you been mine

You say I'm toxic, but I feel like, that's okay

You look at him, but girl, you still gon' see my face

I see you banking on me, girl, but I can't chase, you down

You tryna play it safe, you call me when he, not around

You tryna play it safe, you call me when he out of town

I try to build a wall, you always tryna break me down

She tryna have a baby like the mother of my child

But lately I been living better when you not around