trying Lyrics

Let me tell you a story, it's so fucking sad

It's about my heart. I am feeling dead.

I'm feeling so fucking dead

I don't know where is my head. I don't know what I'm feeling

This life feels so profound when I feel down.

I feel lost. I feel, I feel lost

I don't know. I'm fading. Shit's hurting. Heart's breaking

Will I ever be able to think about shit I did again, oh

Will I look back on it? Will I learn from mistakes I made in my past

I hate myself, yeah.

I can't grow past it even how much I'm trying

This shit feels so high and I am on my high. When I'm with you, I'm high

Baby, let's get loose.

I'm trying to, trying to, I'm trying to hold to you

Hold on to you. I'm trying to. It's not so easy, baby believe me

I want to hold your hand in mine. I wanna hold it oh so tight

Feel like everything's gonna be alright with you by my side

Oh no, I am hurting again. Will this ever end

Trying to kiss you but you made your move. You went away from my life

Now I am just gonna cry, because I can't see you anymore

Crying at your door. Not ringing the bell because it would be hell to see another guy open up, open up

I don't think I will ever take this well. I feel like I'm going to hell

All this shit I did was worthless.

It feels like a time waste

But baby, I am trying. I'm trying so fucking hard to not fuck up

I fucked up too many times. Hope this time I will do right

I hope you gonna see me. And I hope you still believe

Why do you talk to me? Why do you still text me

Why can't I get over this? Why am I fucking hating myself a lot that lately

I feel so dead lately. I can't go on, believe me

But will go on with ease. I am used to it

Fucking up shit. Fuck this shit, oh

I will not drown. Will keep my head up above the water

You'll see, ah

Know. Baby, I am trying

Know, baby, I am trying

Know, baby, I am trying

Look, you will see me trying