one in a millon freestyle Lyrics

This feel like it's one in a million

Dreaming too high never reaching

Goals that I set started leaning

Confusion on what to believe in

Washed with the blood and I'm bleeding

Fighting my way through the seasons

When really I just need to wait

Have some patience and give it to Jesus

I believe in the God of the heavens

Saved at the young age of seven

Dad was absent and my momma struggled

Man it felt like my peace had been severed

Lying I thought I was clever

My porn addiction was not getting better

Many years later I'm stuck in a rut

And hit me that I chose an empty endeavor

Sheesh

I was tired of losing my sleep

I was tired like eight days a week

I was trying to fill up my heart

With counterfeit lies I was weak

All the baggage was weighing on me

Got so heavy I fell to my knees

Looking up I cried out the King

And He lifted me off of my feet

Feeling the weight go away He anointed my head and He called me His sheep

Sheesh

I felt God in my time of need

He became real to me

Jesus the perfect epitome

Of who I need to be

My soul desiring

Praise to the Trinity

Praise to the King of kings

Filled up my soul that I needed so desperately

Anxiety on the horizon

I connect to Yahweh like it's Verizon

Jesus He's calling me just I as am

With my flaws and my quirks that is pretty surprising

He's not asking me to change

He's just making me to be the better me

In Yahweh it's all in His name

Jehovah provider

Hear out my cries as I play You this lyre

Give me Your eyes to see truth and see liars

Give me the feet of Your Son I admire

I'll never make it unless I'm beside Him

Focus up

Teach me to love em as You have loved

Teach me Your peace like the purest dove

Show me Your heart that I'm hungry for

Do not depart I'm not ready for em

Jesus is coming I'm ready for Him

Kingdom citizen no need for forums

Spreading the Truth while we waiting for Him

This life for Christ is never boring

If you're looking for something that's real

If you're looking for truly being filled

It's found in Jesus