Awful Reality Lyrics

My mind is torn

My heart is broken

My hands have blood

That isn't mine

My eyes are red

My mouth is dry

My chest hurts

From the inside

I thought I've made the right thing

But if this is the aftermath

I can't see the good thing in the death of my

Emma

I can see clearly the

Awful reality

Not a dream or illusion

Just pure reality

I choke her brutally

'Till her strength was gone

Not a dream or illusion

Just the awful reality

She drove me mad

She was insane

She threatened you

But you didn't heard me

Toxic as hell

Pretty as a pink sky

She hated you

I couldn't live with her anymore

I knew you would be mad

But why taking it so far?

You pushed me to do the worst thing I could

My Emma

I can see clearly the

Awful reality

Not a dream or illusion

Just pure reality

I choke her brutally

'Till her strength was gone

Not a dream or illusion

Just the awful reality

I hear her voice in my head

She's weeping and screaming to me

Begging me to stop hurting her

But now it's too late

She needed help

And I tried to gave her

She needed love

And I tried to gave her

She needed someone

And I tried to be there for her

I can't keep living like this

Everything ends tonight

I'm sorry baby it wasn't your fault

I don't regret doing it but

Losing you hurts like hell

I can see clearly the

Awful reality

Not a dream or illusion

Just pure reality

I choke her brutally

'Till her strength was gone

Not a dream or illusion

Just the awful reality

It ends right now

I'll put a bullet In my brains

Little girl, can you forgive me?

I love you more than anything else