I Wish ft. Sharise & 5ive Lyrics

I wait for the day that I meet you, on the other side

And with all this pain that I've been through

I wish that I had you

I wish that I had you

Oh oh oh oh

Now I need you

Wish that I could change, nobody I could blame

Before shinin' it was rain, now my goals within range

Heart got colder from the pain, head and shoulders for my gang

Lost my bro, shit not the same, now where that money, fuck the fame

All this shit stay on my mind, say that it's not, then I be lyin

Think I'm cappin', I just rappin', I still pop out with my nine

Life is crazy, but amazing, guess I'm racin' against time

On the low, I'm traumatized, but be on TV like I'm fine

Hardest nigga out the city, now they label me the GOAT

Streets like ocean in that water, I didn't drown, bitch, I'ma float

When it's beef, don't do no dissin', killers right there at your door

Niggas scared to come outside, I guess they bitches long live mo

Got a call from my big sis, sum it up, she said she proud

Can't explain it how I feel, shit been different for a while

Really thankful for my pops, he been there through up and down

Plus I do this for my mama, know she watchin' with a smile

Guess I'm changin', shit ain't fun, I got tired of payin' bond

I stopped thinkin' with my gun, better choices for my son

Thirty thousand on my charm, forty more up on my arm

Jewelry hittin' in the sun, I'm the realest said and done

Left the label by myself, Dolo ridin' in his Benz

Since I added up these M's, been subtractin' all my friends

Came back, track on none of my feelings, call me dello, stand on biz

All the shit that we done did, pray God forgive me for my sins

Cryin' tears when all alone, long live my niggas dead and gone

Shit we did, I can't forget each chance I put y'all in a song

Told my niggas, just stay loyal, bro, I got you right or wrong

You got rich and left your people, that's that shit I can't condone

Niggas broke, don't come around us, we was pawns, but now we kings

I lost hope, but then I found it, now I'm livin' out my dreams

Droppin' tears up in the range, only passenger the flame

All this pain, it came with fame, prayed to shit, so who to blame, Damn