Fireside Lyrics

Cmon let's sit by the fire, I can go get us some chairs

Don't care who you are, I know we all got sumn to share

Everybody wanna act cool, but deep down we all scared

To be honest, all I got is that I'm grateful I'm still here

Know I wanna do right, the demons whisper in my ear

As long as I try my best, there ain't too much to fear

I can't let people in I'm tired of wasting all my tears

So please forgive me if I'm cautious just to let you near

I can't let the doubt concide I gotta lift my head and fight

Get so caught up in my wrongs, it's been too hard to make em right

Sometimes when I get down, wanna look into the light

But she always right by my side to bring me back to life

Trying hard to make everybody else happy, that's just my type

And I drown in social media, shit got me losing sight

Of what's important, so I stay up way into the night

Just to get shit sorted, 'cause my future looking bright

I done pushed myself too hard to let you stop me on my way

These fake friendships I got with people, fucking up my brain

People say they miss me, dont even think they wanna see my face

But I miss you grandma, one day I might meet you at the gates

You keep tryna guilt me into bad vibes, it's hard to keep my mental state

I'm conflicted, but I know what's best to keep my mental safe

Don't gotta explain this shit to no one, can't say why I feel this way

But I trust myself enough to know that I'll be straight