Yeah, I was good at it, I was running wild she never knew bout it

So, I'm the monster now, I've been through some shit

It undid my smile, trauma is a bitch

Shit gon' take a while just to get over it

I'll be heading out, know we sad but we stay lit

Party every hour, I'm so sick of this

Life of broken hearts and hangovers

Smoking potent with my brothers

Hanging nooses for past lovers

All this drama, I'm above it

But these shots, they keep on coming

thumbing ones in the budget, I'll take the hits

No I'm not grudging, won't get all pissed over nothing

I'm petty just know I'm coming

I'll bare my teeth all of a sudden

Well, you better start running

All this hatred is something to fear because you know I'm hunting

I'm the monster man, don't reel me in

I'll phone a friend for precedence

Don't wanna negligence, I'll just lose my shit

My whole life I've been treated like this

I was good at it, I was running wild she never knew about it

So, I'm the monster now, I've been through some shit

It undid my smile, trauma is a bitch

Shit gon' take a while just to get over it

I'll be heading out, know we sad but we stay lit

Party every hour, I'm so sick of this

Life of broken hearts and hangovers

Smoking potent with my brothers

Hanging nooses for past lovers

All this drama, I'm above it

But these shots, they keep on coming

Make sure that I do this shit right

Take a crack every night

Be at all the open mics to tell my stories

I will never understand why fable gets all this hate

While those who don't even try get to suffice and fly

Just wanted to be at the top and I will never stop

Being sad was never part of my plan

Step away, don't reach for my hand

Girl, I warned you before that I'm the monster man