until then Lyrics

Wish I didnt wake up this morning

Got too many problems I cant ignore

Need to get my life together

But until then im taking more

I dont really like to feel much

Baby I need your touch

Or maybe just five shots

Tell me who you are love

Am I the one you want

Tryna not to let it fall apart

Everyday this past week

Has felt like a bad day

Soon as I wake up I start filling up the ash tray

I've been stressed out tryna figure my life out

Said i gotta wait but I really want it now

Right now I wanna go lights out

Dont know what my future holds

I dont care to find out

So im getting high now

Please dont let me cry now

Dont like going outside

So i stay in my house

Waiting for the manic episode to kick back in

Been depressed so I cant live

I block out things to deal with

And since I've been down dont give a shit

Wish I didnt wake up this morning

Got too many problems I cant ignore

Need to get my life together

But until then im taking more

I dont really like to feel much

Baby I need your touch

Or maybe just five shots

Tell me who you are love

Am I the one you want

Tryna not to let it fall apart

I know I've made mistakes in the past

Like to hide my face always wearing a mask

No wonder why relationships dont last

I've ruined my life dont think I'll get it back

Got to say my thanks to the ones that stuck around

And to the ones that hate you never gonna bring me down

My own thoughts just love to drag me around

Left face down dont think that imma be found

Waiting for the manic episode to kick back in

Been depressed so I cant live

I block out things to deal with

And since I've been down dont give a shit

Wish I didnt wake up this morning

Got too many problems I cant ignore

Need to get my life together

But until then im taking more

I dont really like to feel much

Baby I need your touch

Or maybe just five shots

Tell me who you are love

Am I the one you want

Tryna not to let it fall apart