Unworthy Lyrics

Sick, this vile specter

Permeates the air around me

I can't breathe

When I try, I choke

Nothing seems to help ease the tension

I never thought I'd fall to the negative energy

Never thought I'd ever let it get ahold of me

I cannot sleep

Deprived of my shelter, bereft of my purity

You never would have believed me

So I took my grief and cut it at the source

Been waiting my whole life to see this nightmare meet its end

I live and breathe under the circumstances

But there's nothing for me here

Beyond a barren wasteland

I'm holding on by a thread

Consumed by the storm that's brewing in my fucking head

Given a false sense of comfort

Held hostage by the ones I trusted most

And I feel ashamed

Why am I the one to feel this way

Do I run

Do I fight

Do I scream

There's no turning back

And through these velvet shades

I search for solace in vain

No remedy for the pain

Unless I snuff out the flame

I've had enough

I'll take a walk down the blood-stained path

No matter where it leads, I'm never coming back

I don't want to be alone

But that's all I've ever known

All I wanted was a place to

Call my own

Take me home

Discarded

Right before your eyes

Once you're through with it

I am left to waste away

Remember all the souls you tore away

The spirits that you break

Just a fraction of the debt you can't repay

Marching toward the river

Unworthy of passage

No legacy

No destiny

For you beneath the dirt