honest Lyrics

It's Halloween again, it never felt right

To wear a costume I guess that it

Feels too cruel to pretend, cause it's what I'm doin'

The rest of the year instead. Cause I'm

Being totally honest

Harder than keepin a promise

I left New Jersey again, dead of the night

To wear a costume I guess that it's

Another way to pretend, I don't know what else

I should be doing instead cause it's

Two weeks later awake in Hollywood

All I can dream of is what the last day took

Everyone here talks so much shit and and look so good

All that I am whittled down to a hook. If I'm

Being totally honest.

Don't even know if I want it. Cause it's

An art that's gone and forgotten how to

Just be totally honest

I'm home for Christmas again, it never felt right

To rip a pine from the land, but it's

Another way to pretend, we deserve despite

The rest of the year instead. If I'm

Being totally honest

I feel too raw to confront it, and I

Couldn't tell you the first thing about

Being totally honest