If these walls could speak Lyrics

I've arrived at the title pages

Of this lonely life

Of this lonely life

I guess it's time that you're making changes

And I'm not alright

I'll stay up all night

I'm all the signs you pretend you didn't see

'Cause I'm plagued by invisibility

I lost the hope to stay for another year

And all the signs point away from here

Believe me, you'll be better in time

Can you see me? I've been out of my mind

So if these walls could speak

They'd tell the story of our last goodbye in this home

It's getting late and the future's bleak

If I could change the way I am, I would do it in a heartbeat

Cause what if it's just me who's flawed?

I dwell on all my wrongs, I've been hurting for a long time

I'm done with self hate, long nights, and teary eyes

Cause I can't sit here waiting for my fears to materialize

I've had enough of these tidal waves and

There's no room to breathe

There's no room to breathe

When your own skin is like a cage

And it's starting to break me

I'm longing to break free

I have nothing to say about the bitter days

Cause who cares for dismal essays

So look through my smoky eyes when it's said and done

You'll stay, hold on, but I guess I'm already gone

So if these walls could speak

They'd tell the story of our last goodbye in this home

It's getting late and the future's bleak

If I could change the way I am, I would do it in a heartbeat

Cause what if it's just me who's flawed?

I dwell on all my wrongs, I've been hurting for a long time

I'm done with self hate, long nights, and teary eyes

Cause I can't sit here waiting for my fears to materialize

I shed my angel wings

So to the world: come and break me

I hope that in the end it stings cause

My sharpest moments were piercing anyway

So if these walls could speak

They'd tell the story of our last goodbye in this home

It's getting late and the future's bleak

If I could change the way I am, I would do it in a heartbeat

Cause what if it's just me who's flawed?

I dwell on all my wrongs, I've been hurting for a long time

I'm done with self hate, long nights, and teary eyes

Cause I can't sit here waiting for my fears to materialize