As I Stare Into My Endless Abyss Lyrics
- Genre:Alternative
- Year of Release:2023
Lyrics
I still look at the texts wondering why God has to test me like this
Wondering what's his sense of humor? What does he gain from this
Does he gain my pain and sorrow of all my mistakes?
Does he laugh at all my pain? or am I let go of being the butt of all the jokes
Will I ever really know?
I'm starting to hate everything Why does God have to treat me like this?
All I want to be is fine I don't wanna die, I don't wanna cry anymore
I don't wanna be first at deaths door anymore
I wanna watch all my friends succeed Not in my memory
I just wanna watch as lovely succeeds just as he intended