Dealt With Lyrics

Only god knows what I dealt with

In these streets so abandoned

Every corner got a photo with a message

A mothers son who was gunned down now he breathless

Only god knows what I dealt with

Only god knows what I dealt with

And these streets remain restless

They say I never show love

These streets made me who I am

That's why I feel so numb

Who the fuck you bring you know I trust no one

got a few around me and yet I carry this gun

Rather be judged by 12 then carried by six

I keep my eyes out for 12 as I watch my six

I got my opps covered lord can you help watch over those who be calling me friend cause shit is crazy

They really wanna do me shady

Setting their own homies up cause they hating

Mamma can hardly recognize her own baby

But she don't know all the things that he been facing

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger

Help me lord cause I really need to prosper

Everyday be getting harder

At this point who knows if I'll live to be a father

Only god knows what I dealt with

In these streets so abandoned

Every corner got a photo with a message

A mothers son who was gunned down now he breathless

Only god knows what I dealt with

Only god knows what I dealt with

And these streets remain restless

In these streets you always got to stay dangerous

If you seen what we seen you think were crazy

We done seen all of the burners just like the navy

Will I live long enough to see my jefa hit 80

This type of shit be hitting lately

Cause death isn't sitting around just chillin waiting

It's taking all of our loves ones ain't no escaping

That's why I got shot first and hope the lord will come and save me

I never thought I'll make it this long

All of my boys gone tell me why this feels wrong

Wish heaven had a phone to ask em how it is dawg but it don't voices fading as years go

Father forgive me for all my sins

I know what I do and I know what I did

All I'm trying to do out here is survive

Cause they be out here trying to take my life

Only god knows what I dealt with

In these streets so abandoned

Every corner got a photo with a message

A mothers son who was gunned down now he breathless

Only god knows what I dealt with

Only god knows what I dealt with

And these streets remain restless