out loud Lyrics

Sense of longing in my stare

I care but say that I don't care

I guess scars do not disappear

Put too much thought into what I wear

Just to look basic

But I'd never say it

Out loud

Well, except for right now

Spiraling cacophony of sound

Numbers and colors all around

I think my Code is glitching out

And I'm deep into ego death

Try to speak but my throat is strep

Plans for the future all feel bereft

Cheating life with medicine

A bleeding knife my final sin

Look up at god, I think I'm him

Jesus christ might be my kin

I'd call your boyfriend ugly (your boyfriend's ugly)

But hey I'm one to talk (I'm one to talk)

You are so far gone (so far gone)

The best that I can do is stalk (stalk)

There is no one above me (no one above me)

I am so fucking tall (I'm so fucking tall)

I'll cry until you love me (until you love me)

Baby I want you all (I want you all)

I want you all

I want you all

Sense of longing in my stare

I care but say that I don't care

I guess scars do not disappear

Put too much thought into what I wear

Just to look basic

But I'd never say it

Out loud

Well, except for right now

Spiraling cacophony of sound

Numbers and colors all around

I think my code is glitching out