Toxic Waste ft. Diligent Visionary Lyrics

Why you gotta go right now

Swear I'm so scared right now

All these demons in my brain

Keep telling me to go away

Take my life I'm better off dead

I remember waking up with you in my bed

The taste of your lips the smell of your hair I love it

I fucked up yes I know

These drugs I abused

So many times I overdosed

I could have died and no one would have known

No one would have known

No one would have known

No one would've known

I almost overdosed

And every time I saw your face

Know how I

I had to look away

Feel like toxic waste

Feel like toxic waste

Feel like toxic waste

Used to call you off the bars

Mumbling don't know where to start

So many times I broke your heart

And I took it out on you yeah I was selfish

Had blacked out in the bathroom

I was doing all things to hurt you

Look who's getting hurt now it's not you

I deserve every bad thing happening now

Hate how it turned out if I'm being honest

Yes I'm toxic more pills I'm popping

Should've went to rehab

Look at me I relapse

Didn't know how pain felt

Till these girls did it to me as well

And every time I saw your face

Know how I

I had to look away

Feel like toxic waste

Feel like toxic waste

Feel like toxic waste

When you told you loved me

I said it back but I was lying

Cause I was messing around

While you were holding it down

Damn I regret it so much

Yes I'm not enough

Couple years later now all that stuff is happening to me know I call it karma

I'm sick I'm toxic waste don't deserve love again

See my past self in the grave

Staring into the mirror I see someone I hate

Someone I hate

Someone I hate