Coward Lyrics

I was not born to love myself, a fundamental truth

I'm young, I'm dumb and I'm 21, I don't know anything

I know everything

Do you remember what being good is like?

Holding hands, brushing cheeks

Drove 40 minutes just to drift off to sleep

A bliss I needed to feel complete

Everybody here talks too much

I can't hear myself think

I'm on the edge

Looking down

On all my history

And I hate what I see

I wish you never turned me around and talked me down from that ledge

Cause I was 15 and brave and now I'm too much of a coward to ever do it

Everybody here talks too much

I can't hear myself think

I'm on the edge

Looking down

On all my history

And I hate what I see

You played a game that I could never win

I lost my hand and had to pay

You get to live your life scott-free

While I have to live in fear of November 17th

You always talked too damn much

I could never hear myself think

I'm on the edge

Looking down

On all my history

Maybe one day I'll be okay with what I see