after it all comes together Lyrics

So paint me

Your pretty pictures covered in red with

Pastels half used color the rest a

Shade of black you'll never forget

To break off the chains

(That we bleed)

But between evergreens and brush strokes

Painting movie scenes

Acting portraits of you and me

This canvas starts to break at it's seams

Throw away, throw away

The colors start to fade

From your face, from your face

So stay in your space

Stay awake, stay awake

Stay with me and I'll be your day dreams

So I can start to fake

Every word, every step

Every cinematic love scene that we had

Placed bullets in your hand

For this russian roulette

Am I so out of place to say

That maybe one day you would change

Spare me your tongue in cheek

So I can be ok

And maybe when I start to fade I'm

Trusting you'd catch every part of me

But I'm at my low and I can see

Your eyes lost so much love, so let it be

You're a fake, you're a fake

And I know that one day you can change

So ashamed, I can't take

The pressure building on me

And you said you'd let it all be

And you said you'd let it all be

So just breathe, just tell me

The same sad reason you'll leave

This day dream, I can't relate

So I guess I'll start to change

Every word, every step

Every cinematic love scene that we had

Placed bullets in your hand

For this russian roulette

Am I so out of place to say

That maybe one day you would change

Spare me your tongue in cheek

So I can be okay

That you're away

And you know it's cause I can't fake

That you're awake

And I know that things won't change

So I'll remain

Breathing heavy

Hyper venting

Here I was thinking that you'd be home

But you're gone again

Just like you have always been

And I came outside

As it started to rain

To see if I would melt away

Or flow to the drain again