two a.m Lyrics

Two a.m

Looking out those empty streets

Still struggling to fall asleep

Two a.m

Looking out those empty streets

Still struggling to fall asleep

All the memories I keep

Keeping me at night awake

You call me up

It's too late

Fuck them pills

You know, I promised

I know, that's all you ever wanted

For me

Mom is blowing up my phone

Then you came back

Why can't you just

Leave me alone?

Remember cold December nights

Back when life was

Still alright

Ordered pizza, candle lights

Cigarettes and bottled wine

Thinking about my brother life's

Wish they were here

By my side

Instead it's only me tonight

Two a.m

Looking out those empty streets

Still struggling to fall asleep

All the memories I keep

Keeping me at night awake

You call me up

It's too late

Daddy you don't have to worry

Promise you

That now I'm happy

Found some people

Who just like me

The way I am

The way I am

It's two a.m

Now you're telling me

Who I'm supposed to be

Had to move out

So i could paint

My own sweet reality

Now I'm the one who decides

What I want to do in life

Finally, allowed to have my own mind

Maybe I wasn't a bad person

Maybe I was just fifteen

Mommy I was just a teen

Two a.m

Looking out those empty streets

Still struggling to fall asleep

All the memories I keep

Keeping me at night awake

You call me up

It's too late

Fuck them pills

You know, I promised

I know, that's all you ever wanted

For me