Constant Downs Lyrics

Constant downs

Can you hear that sound

Will I get back up

Or will I stay on the ground

I would love my fam to fucking see me

I want to make em proud

But the demons at the ceiling

Do not let me get it out

Cannot sleep my heart is pounding

Hours passing I am done

There's no reason

For my worries

But I'm sorry

I am none

Always peaking

At the night

I'm tryna fight it

But I lose again

Will it ever end

I guess it wont

But I will tell you when

Constant downs

Can you hear that sound

Will I get back up

Or will I stay on the ground

I would love my fam to fucking see me

I want to make em proud

But the demons at the ceiling

Do not let me get it out

Cannot sleep my heart is pounding

Hours passing I am done

There's no reason

For my worries

But I'm sorry

I am none

Always peaking

At the night

I'm tryna fight it

But I lose again

Will it ever end

I guess it wont

But I will tell you when

Lump in my throat

Can't talk can't walk

Medication doesn't help me

I am gonna fucking choke

My own body is a prison

It is moldy and its cold

Mental sickness is a bitch

Hope I find a fucking cure

I can cure it when im writing

Shit is passing I am sold

I will put ungodly hours

Dedication and my soul

This the only thing that keeps me here

Only thing that brings me joy

Can't get enough of it

I gotta make some more

Another bar

Another hook

Saving notes

I hit the booth

Only me

And my PC

I will make it sounding good

Trashing project everyday

I'm too picky

With my food

Getting better everyday

Wish I could be a better cook

Wish I could be a better man

Trying everything that I can

Discipline is a shit I lack

Working on it I'll get it back

Want to perfect every bad trait I got

So when I see God it won't be the luck

Constant downs

Can you hear that sound

Will I get back up

Or will I stay on the ground

I would love my fam to fucking see me

I want to make em proud

But the demons at the ceiling

Do not let me get it out

Cannot sleep my heart is pounding

Hours passing I am done

There's no reason

For my worries

But I'm sorry

I am none

Always peaking

At the night

I'm tryna fight it

But I lose again

Will it ever end

I guess it wont

But I will tell you when