LIFE SUCKS Lyrics

Oh, I'm so tired of feeling sick now

I guess I'm drowning in the sink now

Or I'll be lighting up a match now

Just to see the heat

That I don't feel inside

I wish that I could numb all the voices


Inside my head

But I only see the beauty

In every threat

And all this shit is

Tearing me down instead

Of building me up

What the fuck

I don't know

Why am I

Telling friends

That I am not afraid of anything?

Meanwhile I'm scared

Of gazing into the abyss and

It's such a shame

That there are monsters

I keep letting in

But when the world is still

They show up and say

Love too much

And just hate the world

Talk too much

But don't say a word

Give me all the time

You've got and I

Go back

I go back to

Risk it all

Not more

Than a sinner in the night

Thinking about death

While living life

Give me all the time

You've got and I

Go back

I go back to

Risk it all

Falling apart

Cause I'm barely breathing

Life sucks

Waiting for the next season

Not that many people

That I really believe in

But everything I need

Lies within these dreams

Wake up in the night

Talking to the ceiling

Writing all these thoughts down

Should be sleeping

Messing with my health

Feeding all these demons

Can't stop this bleeding

Thanks to all the problems

That I did by myself

Searching for reasons

I won't be asking for help

Push away the ones that

Try to melt the ice on my heart

And then I'm so upset

Cause I am finally left on the shelf

I wanna see you in heaven

But I'll keep going through hell

I don't know if I'll ever

Make it out by myself

I've been there on my mind

So close

But I couldn't escape

Showed up

But they closed the gate

Love too much

And just hate the world

Talk too much

But don't say a word

Give me all the time

You've got and I

Go back

I go back to

Risk it all

Not more

Than a sinner in the night

Thinking about death

While living life

Give me all the time

You've got and I

Go back

I go back to

Risk it all

I just can't

Get out

All on my own

Caught up in the

Mess I'm dreaming

I can't seem to

Shake this feeling

I've just spend all

These nights grieving

Now it's just me

And my demons

I just can't

Get out

All on my own