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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2023

Lyrics

My first take is your best take

Yall really thought yall had me stressed wait

Ill still go toe to toe with you even in my depressed state

Lets go ahead and set the record straight


180 and island was really on some light shit

So please lemme take this time to demonstrate

That I can really write shit

I know yall Love to jump the gun

And that yall love to judge quick

But its ya boy coming at you live

With all the jawns that y'all can vibe with


Im with all the guys and we on some tribe shit


I'm just throwing out songs I dont even need to check How they do

Cute little group you got going on but they all lying to you

Stick with my family because on this side we dont lose

I Never played a gimmick just to acquire some views


Im really moving different this year


I know youll notice


I told Shorty to look up and take in the view

Capture the moment dont let this shit get confused

Cuz one day you wont be able to wake up to press snooze

So I smile and try my best cuz its the least I could do


Its like therapy but really Im just talking to you

Things Ive seen over time have all come true

Can you imagine someone so close turning on you

Tryna destroy everything I built like I am a fool


Overall Im very grateful to mom

Cuz Even in shit situations she managed to stay calm

Handed me a Running business right in my arms

I can never ever let anything ever do harm


At that time we aint have a house of ours but anywhere with moms made it a a home still

Depressing thoughts and dark times with little money that shit really killed

But through it all she maintained this monumental power of will


My Mom got unrivaled Intelligence

And she carry herself with a certain type of elegance

Exceptionally well spoken and benevolent

Especially when it comes to buisness deals its evident

Never hid nothing no closets in my skeleton


Wait wait wait


Nevermind you know what I mean


It sounds wrong but sometimes I repent before I commit a sin

It's like this fucked up mental state that Im sittin in

Shit I might need to go to a doctor get medicine


My passion burning harder than these wildfires we just had

Put these words on a piece of paper make me a little less sad

Im working to get myself to this place I can feel

I can feel its almost within my grasp

But time and time again I have been failing to act

Situations arise and all I do is React


And listen


Fuck love cuz me it got a jaded history

If theres someone thats meant for me

I hope for the next 5 years they remain a mystery

Cuz Theres only one road I see fit for me


And it requires sacrifice and hard work specifically

Because what I wanna achieve

I gotta have this kinda tunnel vision

Hadda cut some influences

Cant be seen running with them

Past decisions led to consequence

And lately Ive been very money-driven


Stacking my paper up

But Ill still splurge on drinks in the evening

With all of my heathens

And deep down I hope they all proud of me

Cuz Im doing exactly what I believe in

Ive learned to let some things go cuz

It really aint worth to get even

Theres only 3 truths in life


Family money and freedom.


Please dont speak to me whoever you are

Perseverance under pressure man it got me this far

Stuff Id rather not mention these conversations get hard

Rest in piece to my uncle Bobby

Every day I wake up and struggle to process that hes really gone


They aint even let me see him in the hospital in his last moments

Bullshit protocols they put us thru during Covid


So I took my Heart turned it to stone

If I have to Ill go ball on my own

Rarely I let shit break me

Nothing you ever say could faze me

My foundation is strong


And yes theres so many things I gotta pay my family back for

I just pray that Im alive long enough for that lord

I pray I make a lot but also give back more

The only time I dont pray is when I call it off of the backboard


Streets flooded in New York Nonstop rain

I Feel like Im getting old I been dealing with knee pain

Ion got time for no drama so when u talk to me just speak plain

And I dont smoke no marijuana No Mary Jane


When the liquor in my blood that shit keep me sane

So im goin drink it up like Im playn a game


but this aint no game tho


Times change

Seasons change

but I guess the shit dont sit well with my brain

I say I wanna do shit different

And yet I go do it the same

I'm going insane

But I dont need no help from you lames


Make sure you Steer clear cuz Im switching lanes

The lions out

Out of his cage no chance you could tame


And yall should really worry about your own careers

Cuz it looks like its up in limbo

While Im making all these slaps that sound like they could be be intros

For an album currently I have no plan for

I know Im rapping sloppy but I hope I made it clear what I stand for

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