Backup Plan Lyrics

I don't wanna go to school anymore, or push my dreams aside

Trying to be digestible, or at least someone that you like

I don't wanna live a half-assed life

If I don't make it out of this state alive

At least I tried, at least I tried

I just wanna do what I love Can't be who I'm not

That part of me has died

Drowning in the heat in the passenger seat

I'm no longer along for the ride

Abandoned myself for people that I didn't even like

Yeah, I've made mistakes

But this time I will make them right

Now these growing pains never went away,

Just gained intensity

This fluorescent space going up in flames, and I guess the same for me

Don't know who I'm meant to be

Stuck on my cell phone, trying to live a double life

And now when I call home

I can't help but talk slow

I still wanna hide

Fuck having a backup plan

I'll see you after the show

'Cause when the lights go off, I don't feel so lost anymore

'Cause when the lights go off, I don't feel so lost anymore

Now these growing pains never went away, just gained intensity

This fluorescent space going up in flames, and I guess the same for me

I know who I'm meant to be

It's easy to be free when no one else is watching

All the spaces that are vacant, I created

Now feel haunted

And it's easy to be free when no one else is watching

But if you really knew me, you'd know it's all I ever wanted

So fuck having a backup plan, I'll see you after the show

'Cause when the lights go off, I don't feel so lost anymore

'Cause when the lights go off, I don't feel so lost anymore

If I don't make it out of this state alive, at least I tried

At least I tried

At least I tried

At least I tried