white widow Lyrics

White widow, lay me down

I have everything, everything I ever wanted, ever needed

Yet, I'm still empty, and defeated

Never knew how to beat it

And no one can see this

White widow lay me down

White widow take my doubt

Don't know how to say that I'm not okay

Don't know how to pray

(Going to hell either way)

Don't know how to say that I'm not okay

Don't know how to pray

So you can take what you can get

You never gave a single fuck about me

So you can take what you can get

Never could stop caring on my own

Even had to put away my phone

Even took the long way home

Just to avoid passing that old apartment

Things you never know Pain i'll never show

White widow lay me down

White widow take my doubt

Don't know how to say that I'm not okay

Don't know how to pray

(Going to hell either way)

Don't know how to say that I'm not okay

Don't know how to pray

White widow

White widow

Lay me down

I've spent my life being judged I've spent my life being told

I need to be someone that I'm just not able to be Fuck it i'll be a nobody