ACABADO Lyrics

Holding on to everything I have

And everything I had

I know just what I did

I no longer insist

This heavy feeling stays cold

In my core for weeks

I cannot feel the floor there

Underneath my feet

I've already wished for the worst

In Spanish and Portuguese

And any other way my words get thrown into the breeze

You really make me want to stay

You wouldn't want it any other way

I'm sorry it ever crossed my mind

My roots are planted by that line

And I never asked for them to be

But as far as I could see

There's an overwhelming fear of me just being me

I still think it's just the best

When you ask me how I've slept

Though you know sure as hell

It's always such a wreck

Not knowing where I am

And reaching for a hand

That is no longer there

All I can do is stare

At the wall that I won't love

At the wall that's always plain

At the wall I will not dress up in my prior pain