Patience Lyrics

They lost patience with me

Thought they was waiting with me

But I guess they ain't staying with me

But what if I make it, will they come back

Came back for the cheese so they make them a rat

This silence so loud but I can't react

Back of my head is where I sat

Writing my pain jus to put on a track

Now they turning up to my pain

They begging for more, now it's weight on my back

The pressure tryna maintain

Showing my scars tell the world what I lack

Show my hurt then they give me more fame

But I just want the money, I'll stay where I'm at

Showing proof I'm not the one to blame

I know it's coming when they learn my name

Tryna smile but I'm stuck in the rain

I got tired of hanging with lames

I changed my position, Taught them how to go get it

I know with rap money, the fame coming with it

But I can't go insane like the rest tryna end it

Tell my people invest before you try to spend it

If they leeching on me, bitch, goodbye, I good riddance

They wasn't same when you died, kept my distance

Lost my brother, now I gotta cop him on a pendant

Ion think he'll have it any other way

I'm forgetting your voice, it's a haze

Dreaming about you every other day

Other days, I can't sleep, it's a maze

Trying to get out this trap full of hurt, but I know it's a phase

But I've been saying this for years, now I think I'm caught in a blaze

Caught in temptation the heat of my rage

Purging

Hoping this shit with my niggas can fix all the problems

Never been the type to put my pain in a bottle

Can't drink it away, so I drown in my sorrow

Put on a mask just to hide that I'm hollow

My soul in society can't be reattached

The energy I give can't really be matched

Even with scars, show my heart with the patch

I think I'm rare out this batch

My generation full on temptation and hate

We so impatient, can't keep conversation

We ain't got time to waste, we ain't got time to wait

Cuz we see how we struggled in the past

So young, but we feel if we can't be rich right now then the struggle gon' forever last

They lost patience with me

Thought they was waiting with me

But I guess they ain't staying with me

But what if I make it, will they come back

Came back for the cheese so they make them a rat

This silence so loud but I can't react

Back of my head is where I sat

Writing my pain jus to put on a track

Now they turning up to my pain

They begging for more, now it's weight on my back

The pressure tryna maintain

Showing my scars tell the world what I lack

Show my hurt then they give me more fame

But I just want the money, I'll stay where I'm at

Showing proof I'm not the one to blame

I know it's coming when they learn my name

Tryna smile but I'm stuck in the rain

I can't lie about the times I was ignorant I miss it

Didn't see we was struggling too worry bout dishes

Hoping I got some new shoes was my only wishes

Never worried about presents or trees during Christmas

Told em save all that money just to get outta debt

You saw me at my lowest the first time we met

So you drew up a picture and left it at that

Thinking I could never afford you, now we keep it cordial I don't have to break a sweat

No breaking my back, cause I got it now I don't got to use it on you or the rest

Never noticed that you was really like the rest You turned from my peace to a pest

Spend the rest of that time just looking for love I ain't worried about lust or the sex

Man, life is a mess

Right now I can't get up to save my life

My brother dream only reason I fight

Cause he wanted this for me, I told him I might

Doing this for him is only right

While doing that bring success to my family

This how was hard work, not randomly

They hatin' cause I work, they ain't standin' to me