random shit (Live On My Bed) Lyrics

Have you ever wondered what the fuck is this?

What the heck is all of this?

Have you ever?

Have you ever just talked like you don't give a shit?

"Fuck you, I'll talk how I'd like"

Have you ever?

Have you ever tried to kill yourself?

Got that rope around your neck

Breathing hard then falling apart

Have you ever even felt you are great?

Like, actually liked yourself?

Have you ever?

Well, I know I have

I just don't want to anymore

Got myself bleeding on them floors

Trying to recall "is there any good left?"

Well, I know I have

I just don't want to anymore

Fuck me till I get no

Life on my sleeve

I don't fucking understand what's going on

What the fuck's this thing we call "life"?

It's really fricking bizarre

Told the other day how much I'm sad

People seemed to try to help

But this is shit

Can't seem to feel better

I just hate myself

Nothing to do 'bout that

Well, that's just great

Well, I know I have

Beaten up before

But still this is much worse

Well, look 'bout that

Well, I know I have

Maybe some potential

Some thing I can do to cure

But fuck that

You know that this isn't very great

You just have to cooperate

Though this is shit and you got better

Things to do

Like, suicide for example

Or maybe cut your fricking throat off

But still stay maybe things will change

"Well, I know I have"

I'm sick of saying this phrase

I just repeat it nonstop

I know that I'm not good with writing

But I guess I have

Some message here

Maybe something you'll find dear

I hope for that