Y. Lyrics

It's an Eval world we live in

I wanna know, wanna know

Wanna know

I wanna know, wanna know

Wanna know

I wanna know, wanna know

Wanna know

I wanna know, wanna know

Wanna know

Yeah, why

Do I feel like every single action's do or die?

Running from myself and now I wonder "who am I?"

Insecurities that I've been harboring from time

Searching my subconscience, gotta save my inner child

I been looking for the "why"

Got so many shadows and they keep dimming my light

Until I can address them they won't leave me for a while

They say you grow through pain but either way you're crucified

My excuses and my lies

Tell you all about them, I'm confessing to this mic

Diluted my potential, Holy Water with the Sprite

Love is still a concept I can't wrap my head around, you said "I love you" with your chest,

But does it mean your word is bond?

Temporary highs through the lows

Feeling like I'm Kobe playing every 24

I'm exhausted

Tired of being tired of being tired, it's obnoxious

Why is it I want a "ride or die" but they keep dying?

I wanna know

Wanna know

Wanna know (why)

I wanna know

Wanna know

Wanna know (why)

How could you be enlightened if you barely ask yourself the reason why

I wanna know

Wanna know

Wanna know (why)

I wanna know

Wanna know

Wanna know (why)

I wanna know

What the fuck is love?

Love is an imaginary thing

I know fam

That's some bullshit

I understand

I get you

I understand you don't…you don't

You don't wanna like admit that like love is the best thing that's out there cuz you've been hurt so many times

And people have abused your love

And so that's why you're angry

I get you

Look, yesterday I wrote "Y." a letter

Another love story I ain't know how to settle

So used to letting go whenever things unravel

And burying the broken pieces with a shovel

Put up a mirror now I'm staring at myself

No way around it cuz I did it to myself

Not honest with you, I'm dishonest with myself

I'm lying cuz I'm terrified that when you see me, you might see somebody else

The coping patterns from a kid that knows the struggle

of growing up seeking validation from adults

The same ones too busy fighting their own battles

Then fail to notice the projections on their offspring, tch

I digress, moving on with love instead of moving playing chess

Surrender to my past so it won't keep me from my best

Knowing that mistakes don't ever mean I'm any less

Worthy of the love inside and 'round my silhouette, yeah

That's a fact

Pat on your back

Little boy keep healing, you're alive and beyond blessed

Yeah

Yeah