If You Only Knew Lyrics

If You Only Knew - Lala Sadii

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I walked passed that old cafe, the one we used to go to

I won't lie

you should've seen my face my thought i saw you

my mi-ind was in denial but now I wanna talk

oh why? I guess I'm missing you more than I thought

wish I wasn't so guarded, is it too late to be honest?

cause

if you only knew,

knew I was drowning

dancing around the ugly truth

I'm not blaming you

cause I had my demons, you just didn't see them like I do

if I could go back and change one things wouldn't have buried my secrets

I'd write you a letter about everything

holding my breath while you read it

if you only knew

I might still have you

been through steps 1 and 2 of grief I'm going through it

are you?

still bargaining like me then feeling stupid thinking about the should'ves, the couldves, the what ifs? the but ifs the maybes, its hard to accept it could have been amazing

if you only knew,

knew I was drowning

dancing around the ugly truth

I'm not blaming you

cause I had my demons, you just didn't see them like I do

if I could go back and change one things wouldn't have buried my secrets

I'd write you a letter about everything

holding my breath while you read it

if you only knew

I might still have you

if you only knew,

knew I was drowning

dancing around the ugly truth

I'm not blaming you

cause I had my demons, you just didn't see them like I do

if I could go back and change one things wouldn't have buried my secrets

I'd write you a letter about everything

holding my breath while you read it

if you only knew

I might still have you