BROKEN Lyrics

I used to think life was what you made it

A game that you were playing

A pilot in the plane

I thought auto pilot was the way

But it led me straight to shame

Automatic pain

KLP's the name

There's no need for me to change

Cause

I'm broken and it's plain

Here's what i'm saying

Listen brother

I'm feeling some type of way

I'm kneeling but I can't seem to pray

And lowkey i'm afraid

That i'm different depending on the day

Pretending like an Oscar nominee

Indifferent to the different sides of me

What's missing is the ability

To remain in charge of the people

And what they see

They catch the glimpses while I eclipse em

Cover they eyes and only feed them

Feed them with lies so they'll believe them

Ideally they're feeding into perceiving

Personas displayed while I am shielding

My authentic mind slowly fiending

A moment to shine instead of being

Pushed to the side

Like an unwanted child

But if you can't plan parenthood

How can I die?

How can I die?

How can I die?

How can I die?

Yeah

The world trynna kill this child inside

They justify that kind of homicide

I promise I

Will capitally punish thoughts of suicide

Yeah

Who am I?

I'm still trynna decide

Like a young kid trynna fly

I'll tell you why

Im scared of denial

If my flow is water

This is my blood in the nile

Got these tears in my eyes

With these fears I despise

Despite it all, I need a reply

Just tell me

How can I try

I'm trynna reach for the sky

I'm blind, but I needa see why

I feel the need to suddenly hide

My sin and my pride

I'm looking for signs

And wondering why

The Lord is distant

Can He hear these thoughts from my

Broken mind

You told me

This is the point of life

To recognize that we broken inside

And suddenly I

Slowly replied

With a nod of my head

And a smirk for a smile

Accepting your words

Now i'm ready to try

I'm taking off my disguise

Tired of living in shadows

So i'm proud to be watching my silhouette die

I'm coming alive

Hazardous vibes

Forget dying, this is Lazarus times

I chose death

But was resurrected to life

I said, glory to Christ, yeah