AM I? Lyrics

Last two years I've been fighting

Thoughts hit like rain on the pavement

I'd fall, get up, and fall again

A falsified horizon

Some days I wake up and I feel

Unworthy of time to heal

Will I ever live out my dreams?

Or will I let down younger me?

Am I gonna be okay?

I gotta make it through the day

Oh

I can't find the light

Just tryna get by

Oh

I can't ease my mind

Inhale then I exhale and try to put it aside

Lose myself in the music, you know I

Synchronized to the rhythm and then I

I surrender to the moment and I

Can you feel my heartbeat go

I got good at hiding the symptoms

So good they didn't ask any questions

Bleach on the floor, hide my secret

I wash my skin of the demons

Looked in the mirror, I saw the devil

Ooh I'm in trouble

Feel the outcome of my sin

Will I ever be me again?

Am I gonna be okay?

I gotta make it through the day

Oh

I can't find the light

Just tryna get by

Oh

I can't ease my mind

Inhale then I exhale and try to put it aside

Lose myself in the music, you know I

Synchronized to the rhythm and then I

I surrender to the moment and I

Can you feel my heartbeat go

Oh

I can't find the light

Just tryna get by

Oh

I can't ease my mind

Inhale then I exhale and try to put it aside

Lose myself in the music, you know I

Synchronized to the rhythm and then I

I surrender to the moment and I

Can you feel my heartbeat go

Am I gonna be ok?

Am I, am I gonna be?

Am I, am I gonna be?

Am I, am I gonna be?

Am I, am I gonna be?

Am I gonna be okay?