Pissed Lyrics

Waking up every day with my eyes low

Trying to figure out where did the time go

While my girlfriend texts saying I'm slow

I might text her ass back saying I know

Problems stuck inside my head and I die slowly

I have a lot of friends around but they don't even know me

Now I'm laying down inside my bed wish you could hold me

Cause I've been having thoughts inside my mind that aren't holy

Cannot give it up

Sitting in my bed thinking will I ever be enough

Yeah

But I'm beaten up

Getting fucked up drinking out of dixie cups

Yeah

Feel I don't live enough

I don't meet my expectations, am I really living up?

But I don't have the energy

No, I could never give a fuck

I know that I'm lazy but I won't think about giving up

Waking up every single day with my eyes low

Trying to figure out where did the time go

While my girlfriend texts saying I'm slow

I might text her ass back saying I know

Wait I take it back

Cause I'm so fucking pissed

Hating it here

Don't wanna fucking exist

I guess I'll either decay or I'll retire my kids

But it might be the first cause I'm so tired of this

Wait I'll take it back

Cuz I'm so fucking pissed

Hating it here

Don't wanna fucking exist

I guess I'll either decay or I'll retire my kids

But it might be the first cause I'm so tired of this

No amount of drugs will ever help my mind

And I'm sorry that I lied when I said I was fine

Scrolling all night

Couldn't get offline

Maybe LSD will fucking fix my life

I cut up my wrist

Now there's blood on my shirt

My love language touch

You don't wanna see how I hurt

Try to tell you that

But I fumble my words

And I know that I'm not perfect

But I still try and learn

Smoke a blunt to the face

I don't wanna feel my pain

Take a stab inside the dark

But I ain't perfect with my aim

But if I can't have you here

Then there's no way that I can train

I sit inside this bed thinking "am I insane?"

I'm waking up every single day with my eyes low

Trying to figure out where did the time go?

While my girlfriend texts saying I'm slow

I might text her ass back saying I know

Wait I take it back

Cause I'm so fucking pissed

Hating it here

Don't wanna fucking exist

I guess I'll either decay or I'll retire my kids

But it might be the first cause I'm so tired of this

Wait I'll take it back

Cuz I'm so fucking pissed

Hating it here

Don't wanna fucking exist

I guess I'll either decay or I'll retire my kids

But it might be the first cause I'm so tired of this